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Ask me anything   Lot's of random OCD, ED, Jdrama, Anime, Nyappy, Jrock stuff and what not

uruhas:

these two, i swear to god

Ahaha. Okay, I am pretty sure I’ll go to the Troubadour if I am not sick by then.

uruhas:

these two, i swear to god

Ahaha. Okay, I am pretty sure I’ll go to the Troubadour if I am not sick by then.

— 47 minutes ago with 889 notes
#雅-miyavi- 
mentalfacts:


Fact# 7679: There is a device that can permanently replace the function of your heart. Side effect- you have no pulse.


Well then.

mentalfacts:

Fact# 7679: There is a device that can permanently replace the function of your heart. Side effect- you have no pulse.

Well then.

— 1 hour ago with 40 notes
#heart beat  #pulse  #no pulse  #replacement  #function  #side effect 

Random memory came to me today: I remember when I was in high school and anxious for whatever reason, over eating/ food, maybe thinking I ate too much. Myspace times. ED Myspace times. I recall making a post saying I was home alone and something about alcohol, and asking how much I would have to drink to throw up (never drank before). A girl actually commented back telling me  how many shots would probably do it. I didn’t, I don’t think I really ever would, but wth now when I think back on that. Enabling or just stupidity? What’d be your take edcynic?

— 11 hours ago with 1 note
Anonymous asked: Oats actually blocks most people up as the oats expand in your stomach, that's why you make you feel full really quickly. Not a really good recovery food.


Answer:

recovering-butterfly:

Ack!
Then I’m stuck. I’m trying to get my bowels doing something and I thought it would be excellent for it?

What do you suggest then, anon?

It is not that oats in themselves are bad, it is not that fiber is “bad”, it is that without adequate hydration and fat intake, it can do more harm than good. Like with pretty much anything. If you eat a lot of fiber though, it can be more stressful on your digestive system, especially insoluble fiber. Perhaps just try something less irritating to your body, but increasing your fat intake would probably be the best bet. A lot of fiber and not enough fat can make one all bloated feeling, constipated, and just bad all around.

— 16 hours ago with 13 notes
allthegaps:

So, even though the thigh gap is so yesterday, a bunch of people have been asking me how to get one. Well, I figured I would just let you in on how Spongebob Squarepants (who pretty much has the best thigh gap on the planet) got his. Ready? You have to pay attention and listen carefully: 
1.) Spin around and STOP.2.) Double take, THREE times. 3.) Do a pelvic thrust.4.) Stop on your right foot. (DON’T FORGET IT!)5.) Then BRING IT AROUNNNND TOWN. 6.) BRING IT AROUNNNND TOWN.7.) Blow a bubble.8.) INSTANT THIGH GAP.
Here’s an instructional video. Good luck anas!

I was waiting for a SpongeBob post to show up. I almost messaged you about it, lol.

allthegaps:

So, even though the thigh gap is so yesterday, a bunch of people have been asking me how to get one. Well, I figured I would just let you in on how Spongebob Squarepants (who pretty much has the best thigh gap on the planet) got his. Ready? You have to pay attention and listen carefully: 

1.) Spin around and STOP.
2.) Double take, THREE times. 
3.) Do a pelvic thrust.
4.) Stop on your right foot. (DON’T FORGET IT!)

5.) Then BRING IT AROUNNNND TOWN. 
6.) BRING IT AROUNNNND TOWN.
7.) Blow a bubble.
8.) INSTANT THIGH GAP.

Here’s an instructional video. Good luck anas!

I was waiting for a SpongeBob post to show up. I almost messaged you about it, lol.

(via edcynic)

— 16 hours ago with 86 notes
#thigh gap  #spongebob  #it's because his hips are wide 

"Is Konglish okay?" Lol I think the first guy was most interesting to watch, the second guy was kind of impressive counting in Korean and English though.

— 22 hours ago
#kwow  #korea  #candy  #honey  #dragons beard candy 
Really? My brain is so used to something being there, it’s so weird when there isn’t, and if one compulsion or obsession ends, it’s like another tries to take its place >.<

Really? My brain is so used to something being there, it’s so weird when there isn’t, and if one compulsion or obsession ends, it’s like another tries to take its place >.<

(Source: everybodyhasabrain)

— 1 day ago with 31 notes
#ocd  #anxiety  #compulsion  #obsessions 
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krayolablue91:

bunny-shaped-bunny:

Does anyone have any idea why an inpatient eating disorder treatment centre might ban books?

ALL books? I know they might probably ban some books about EDs, possibly being triggering, and things like that. Regular books though? IDK, maybe self harm…

Yes, all books. If you have a patient with pica it might be necessary but most people with anorexia don’t…I struggle to see how one might substantially self harm with a book (if I’m wrong please don’t correct me) and a quick shake would extract hidden things. Reading can be so therapeutic.

Yeah, well I know some people that are bulimic will eat toilet paper or tissue to purge, so I was thinking possibly regular paper…I agree, reading can  be therapeutic and calming.

— 1 day ago with 3 notes
雅-Miyavi at the Troubadour

 If anybody is going to the 雅-Miyavi concert at the Troubadour this Friday in West Hollywood, let me know. I have a ticket but don’t know if I want to go now. Partly because I’ll be alone, and being alone doesn’t bother me, but 7 PM in a part of town I’m not used to, idk…

— 1 day ago with 1 note
#雅-miyavi-  #the Troubadour  #concert  #West Hollywood 

bunny-shaped-bunny:

Does anyone have any idea why an inpatient eating disorder treatment centre might ban books?

ALL books? I know they might probably ban some books about EDs, possibly being triggering, and things like that. Regular books though? IDK, maybe self harm or hiding stuff in them? Or just not wanting distractions?
The thought also comes to mind of people possibly eating paper…

— 2 days ago with 3 notes